Laura
This starts with you looking at yourself. Not with judgement, just honestly, at what's actually there. Most of us have spent years building an outside that doesn't quite match what's underneath, getting good at keeping the mask up, and then quietly wondering why nothing seems to flow the way we hoped it would.
I know what the shift costs, because I've been through it myself, guided by Wayne over the past year. Something in me properly woke up in that time, and it's part of why SHE IS SOL exists in its current form. I'm not asking you to take something on faith. I'm speaking from the inside of it.
What I share is a way of reading your own patterns while they're happening, not three days later when you've had time to explain them away. You start to catch yourself in real time: where you pull back before you notice you're doing it, where you give too much away to keep the peace. And you learn to tell old fear wearing the mask of intuition from the quiet thing that's actually your soul telling you the truth. Once you can watch it happening, it stops quietly running the whole show from underneath.
I'm on a live call with the group every single week. You don't need to arrive polished, or have anything worked out, or say the right thing. Bring whatever's actually going on for you, especially if it's a genuine mess. That's exactly what we're here to work with.